because even if i try to distract myself and try everything to make myself happy, i still end up in dis four corners feeling so devastated. sometimes, i ask myself, “why did this happen to me?”, “how long will i feel this way?”, “will i ever be okay?” i dont know what to do to make myself feel better. i've been feeling dis for so long, but i was just pretending to be fine. i feel so dead inside, but i see myself breathing. i must admit, most of the time, sadness consumes my soul. it makes me sad seeing myself being miserable in my own room. i feel so hopeless, knowing that my pain never ends. sometimes, i just want run away from everyone and start over a life in a place where nobody knows me. i’m so sick of the pain that i’ve been feeling. i am just so tired of pretending that i’m okay, even though i’m not. i’m tired of faking my smile in front of everybody. R "I don't want to pretend anymore that i’m happy. so tired that sometimes, i think about giving up on myself :( #fypシ゚viral #fypシ #fyp #tiktok #mcmaryaa #foryourpageġ2.7K Likes, 154 Comments. I don't want to pretend anymore that i’m happy.
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